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Mar. 2nd, 2005 @ 01:23 am (no subject)
I hate
that moment when the lights
flicker on and off
in the library.

Have I really been here for 4 hours?
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Nov. 14th, 2004 @ 09:59 pm long time coming
Current Mood: indescribableindescribable
Current Music: Old 97s - Am I Too Late
I haven't written in this in forever, yet so much has happened. The weeks have gone by, and I feel i've just been squeaking by on this side of complete chaos. I'm truely not comprehending the fact that Stu is coming to Toronto in, ohhhh...less than 10 days now, and I will see him in less than 12. I don't know whether to be grateful that i've been busy and time has slipped away, feel guilty because I haven't had nearly as much time to talk to him and hash out the details of this whole thing, freak out from excitement, or freak out from nervousness. In many ways, I'm in many ways glad we're just being plunged into this, although I'm not sure Stu would agree with me. My desk reflects the state of my mind right now...too much piled up on it to sort through and get things done. What's better, the things you can count on, or the uncertain?

Bio of the Mind...I'll kick your test's ass tomorrow. Just have to get some studying done.

Putting aside everything else stressing me out at the moment, i'm going to pause for a minute and say 12 days aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!! WOOHOOOOOO :) :) :) :)

Time to get back to it all.
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Oct. 7th, 2004 @ 12:00 am can i kiss your furrowed brow and calm your nervous heart
Current Mood: discontentdiscontent
Current Music: still no music on this loaner computer...Seinfeld bass line
I feel like I've been asleep for the entire first half of this week, but it's probably better that way. I'm feeling almost better, so my cold only lasted about 4 days...not bad, echinacea! Even without my magic lemon ginger echinacea tea, I am pretty much back to normal already.

Went home to pick up my car...which exploded over the weekend (ok the radiator cracked and antifreeze and steam gushed out. If steam can gush.) It's all fixed now, but so much for me having more money than I thought I would at the end of this semester. Also so much for me feeling ok about going home...a lovely letter was in the mail from our lawyer in the accident case. Grrrrr stupid cars. tomorrow I have to call about getting the police report about that accident. I can't believe how long ago it feels like that happened...but I got yelled at some more about it, until I found the pictures of the car after the accident. Still feel horrible about it though. One good thing...well mostly good...found some pictures I'd forgotten i'd taken from some forgotten trip to Friendly Grounds the summer after freshman year. Also pictures of my family on the ferry on the way to a Mets game...one where my eyes look blue and stoned for some reason.

What have I been up to all week so far? I couldn't really think of a good answer. I'm gonna go read. Hopefully people will take me back this weekend...

Oh, i finally found The Instigator. But it's in the car all the way across campus! I won't whine about that though. I've done quite enough of that this entry...

Random IM from Jen Hiras reminding me of us being dorky in expository writing class and random parachute army man from my roommate made everything ok. Oh, and I have pesto!
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Sep. 25th, 2004 @ 10:52 am why I'm choosing now to start, i can't explain
Current Mood: gratefulgrateful
Current Music: some REM song on WXPN
This morning when I woke up I felt more awake than I have all week. Kind of strange after staying up until 4, but then again, not really...last night was fun in an unexpected dance party sort of way among other sorts of ways. I must apologize to Sigourney and Gary for being the loudest, most drunk of the new OC Co-Chairs while playing my first game of beer pong ever...and it ended in a draw too before double overtime would have otherwise killed me! Robb and Amy...rematch...sometime! I must thank Andrew for having the best moves, and for being from Hunterdon County. I love the fact that Greg and I had a conversation about a soccer player from my high school that neither of us can really remember that well. Thanks for the Easy Mac, and now that you've given the ok...I will be invading your townhouse with wild abandon in the months to come. Yeah, sometimes I will just start talking directly TO a person in this journal, and the rest of the world will just have to keep up, dammit!

I woke up this morning and my hand was COMPLETELY dead...like i touched my face and my face felt it but the hand didn't. It was just like NEEDLESNEEDLESNEEDLES. It made me think of when Stu and i were having a punching contest, and then he just kneed me and gave me a dead leg out of nowhere. It made me miss him hard-core...see, even the weirdest memories do it.

The one thing I like better than BNL is MadAve singing a BNL song. End of story.

-Leaniels
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